Confessions

For those of you in church work I have a question….  what do you find to be the most difficult part of your job?  Of course we all know that church work is not just a job.  It’s a God ordained calling that is fulfilled in a local church.  But that doesn’t mean it comes without challenges and difficulties.

So what frustrates you? I can guess some of the answers we would get.  Lack of resources, people that don’t want change, senior pastors, associate pastors, board meetings…..  I’m sure we could get quite a list and all have a good moan in the process.

I’ll tell you what it is for me.  This particular thing is a distant first from anything else on the list.  Hands down the most difficult part of my job is actually practicing what I preach!  It’s so easy to stand in front of a group and tell them what they must do and how to do it.  But try to live what you just spoke about….. that’s an entirely different thing!

In the beginning of 2011 I preached a sermon as part of a series called Reboot.  It was about having a plan for your spiritual growth in 2011.  The other day I went back and read the notes that I preached a year ago.  If I had just done what I said, I would have had a great year!  Instead there were struggles that could have been avoided if I had just heeded my own advice.

James 1:22 says “don’t just listen to God’s word. You must do what it says. Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves.”  I don’t think it would be that far fetched to paraphrase it this way.  ”don’t just proclaim God’s word.  You must do what it says.  Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves”.

Hard stuff…. I don’t have 7 steps to living out what you preach, or 5 things you must do or 10 things you shouldn’t do.   The only thing I can think to do is evaluate more often; take an honest look at where things are at and make regular mid course corrections.

I guess it all boils down to a small “swoosh” on the side of a sports shoe……

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Creating Space – Crafting a Journey

In my last blog I spoke about creating space in the music.  (OK I know it was a long time ago….. 2011 wasn’t my finest hour.)  Today let’s talk about creating space in a church service.

 I’m a production guy.  I work best when a service is thought through, planned, and rehearsed.  In our context we work hard at crafting services.  We have a series of creative meetings with lots of collaboration before we finalize any particular service.  Our hope is that this approach lends itself to creative, innovative, thought provoking services.  But the danger in this approach is that when it’s all said and done there is no space left in which God can work. In a sense God has to work into our program.  Therein lies the tension that has been the conversation of many worship people throughout the years.

In my last entry I made the statement that the beginning of all creativity is space. If that is true, then we must take it into account when crafting services.  In the same way that I believe music needs to have space, I believe that a service needs to create space in which God can, if he so wishes, speak into the hearts and lives of people.  I’m not talking about trying to manipulate the moment, or having to “call God down”.  I’m just speaking of space.

I think that space has to be fairly void of noise, or at least distraction. Music can help in creating space and it can distract.  Sometimes absolute silence can also be a distraction (especially if a person isn’t used to it) so a little music can be helpful.  Which ever your choice, be careful of distraction.

I don’t think space has to be long periods of time.  We don’t need 5 minutes of silence in every service to give God space.  We just need a moment or two in which we say “speak Lord you servant is listening”.

I think that space that is guided by scripture is always a good thing.  To give people a chance to reflect on a short passage of scripture in a service without commentary from the front will, I believe always yield good results.

So we are trying to learn how to craft a journey, not just put together a set.  A journey that takes people to a place in which the voice of God can be heard, the love of God can be experienced, and God can do what only God can do.

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Creating Space in the Music

Genesis 1 begins with the words “in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. We all know that. Most of us could quote it. But recently I was reminded of something that has blown my mind. Before God created anything there was only God. There was no time and no space. Before God created heaven and earth he had to create space to put his creation in.

The beginning of creativity is to create space.

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The artist puts a blank canvas in front of him…. space

The writer begins with a blank computer screen…..  space

The actor steps onto an empty stage…. space

The sculptor begins with a rock or a piece of clay…. space

There are so many implications and applications to this theological thought, but let me put it in my world….

Over the years I’ve told our musicians (and I’ve regularly reminded myself) that the difference between the amateur and professional musicians is not so much in what you play as it is in what you don’t play. Great music is about the space between the notes.  If you don’t believe me sit down with some great music (80′s music and Lady GaGa don’t count) and listen for the space between the notes.

One of the biggest criticism I hear of church bands is that they just produce this wall of noise that comes at you relentlessly throughout the worship set.  While I acknowledge it could be a mix problem, or an acoustics problem, more often then not, it’s a musicians problem. Here are a few tips that might help.

 1.  Play simple!  In my opinion the number one problem in church bands is that everybody plays way to busy.  The drummer the bassist the guitarists the pianists, everybody!  If everybody would cut back by 50% (that’s not an exaggeration) it would make a vast overall improvement right off the bat.

Dynamics have everything to do with simplicity. If you want a quiet intimate moment you don’t just try to play softer you play simpler. Put lots of space between the notes.

2.  Don’t play all the time. If everybody plays all the time you get that wall of noise that I was talking about. The bigger your band is the more this applies. It’s hard not to play.   Believe me I know. Ask a drummer not to play and he will play little cymbal parts. The guitarists will want to play a little lead line. We feel like we have to play something!  If you are playing all the time you are not creating space.

One thing that helps is to worship during the time you are not playing!  That is a novel idea. Its way to easy to hide behind your instrument. I know, I’ve done it. Turn your instrument down, put your hands in the air and worship God!

 3. Listen to each other.  Of course that is only the beginning because as we listen to each other then we create space for each other.  When there is a great guitar riff stay out of the way!  When the drummer is doing a hot fill then don’t fill at the same time. Only when we listen can we create space for each other.  As we get more proficient we can learn to play in a way that not only stays out of each others way, but complements what the other is doing; then you are truly creating great music.  But it all starts by listening to each other.

There is more that could be said but I I think that is enough for now. Take these thoughts to your next rehearsal. Try it out and see if things don’t change a bit.

In the next blog (which I promise won’t be so long in coming) I’m going to talk about creating space in a church service for God to work. See you then.

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Are You “Over” Church?

I’ve been going to church my entire life.  As long as I can remember, I have been in church every Sunday, morning and evening.  My mother was the pianist when I was growing up and she played in every service and most choir practices so I was always there.  My friends and I knew every inch of the church property.  We knew how to sneak into the gym and swing on the rope swing off the balcony (which was not actually allowed.)

Most of my memories of the church services are of inventing ways to deal with my boredom. I counted the tiles on the floor, made up games with the names of the songs in the hymnal, and scribbled on the bulletin.

But here’s the thing; I love the church.  I love church work.  I actually believe the cliché that ‘the local church is the hope of the world’.

A lot of people are really “over” the local church.  I get that.  I understand why so many people, especially artists, are disillusioned with the Church.  I too know the pain of church gone bad.  But it makes me sad when people bail on the Bride of Christ.

I remember one time Bono saying that he is ok with Jesus, it’s just the people of Jesus that he has a problem with.  Yes, there are strange people in the church but as my friend Aaron says, the problem is that everybody is welcome!  That’s the church.  That’s the body of Christ.  That’s the way the Jesus meant it to be.

So if you have been hurt by church members or if you are disillusioned by what you see around you don’t give up on the church.   Forgive those who have hurt you, and move forward.  If you need to change to a different church community do it, but don’t just walk away.

The church is part of God’s redemptive plan to change the world.   He invites us into the process by inviting us into this community.  Yes, at times it’s messy.  Yes, at times it’s a struggle.  But this is the plan, and there isn’t a plan B!

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Don’t Kill the Moment

Have you ever been in a worship service where the music is great, the people around you are engaged in worship, you can really sense God’s presence,  and then the worship leader begins to pray.  One of two things can happen. Worship leaders can lead us into an even deeper place of intimacy with God, or they can kill the moment.  Have you ever heard something like this?  “Father God we just want to praise you Lord.  We just want to worship you Father God.  And Father God you are just so awesome Father God.  And Lord we worship you Jesus”.  On and on it goes….. a barrage of Christian clichés intersected with names for God.

OK, I admit I have a bit of an issue with worship leaders who pray these kinds of prayers.  The truth is, all of us who lead worship regularly are probably guilty as charged.  I know I have been at times.  I have found myself at a place in a worship set where I planed to pray, I haven’t thought through what I would pray, and I’ve killed the moment.

It’s important for worship leaders to understand that when we pray not only are we communicating with God but we are also teaching others how to pray.  You may not like the fact that you are a teacher when you lead worship, but you are.  You are teaching people how to respond to God in music and when you pray you teach people how to pray.  So here are a few things that I’m trying to incorporate into my worship leading.

Talk to God like you talk to others

Your prayer should be a natural expression of your personality.  When I was young the adults prayed differently then they talked.  They said “Thee” and “Thou” a lot, although they didn’t use those words in regular conversation.  Today I hear a similar thing happening when people use ‘Father God’, or ‘Lord’ at the end and beginning of each sentence.  We use a lot of “Christianese” that we don’t use in regular conversation.  When we do that, we teach people that they have to talk to God in a different way than they would talk to anybody else.

Let your prayers be well crafted

Praying as a leader in public and praying in private are two completely different things and we should approach them as such.  We plan everything else in the service.  We plan the songs we will sing, we plan guitar riffs and bass lines, we plan the sermon, but we don’t plan our prayers.  I find that a bit strange.  I would suggest that in your planning, write your prayer out. Ask Jesus to direct your prayer preparation, listen for the voice of the spirit and then craft your prayer.

Pray from the heart

The danger of what I am speaking about is that your planned, written out prayer becomes very sterile and cold. Whether you read your prayer word for word, pray from an outline, or from memory, pray from the heart.  Let your words be real and authentic as you talk to God.

Your public prayer comes from a place of personal prayer

If all our prayers are public prayers then we are no better than the Pharisees that Jesus blasted for being hypocrites.  Jesus wasn’t condemning public prayer, he was condemning performance prayers.  If we are not spending time in our room with the door shut before God then our public prayers are performance prayers.  Public prayer begins in a place of personal prayer.  From that place prayers are crafted and later on spoken, which will lead a congregation to a place of intimacy with God.

A well crafted, heart felt prayer in a worship set, has the capacity to move us closer to the one that we worship.  I pray that this will be true for all of us that have the amazing privilege of leading people in worship.

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Balance is Overrated

All of my life I have tried to be balanced.  I’ve tried to be balanced in my spiritual life, (you know, just the right balance of praise, intersession, and Bible reading).  I’ve tried to balance my ministry and my family.  I’ve tried to balance my exercise and food intake.  I have always been frustrated.  I have always felt guilty because I can’t seem to get my life into balance.

This past year at the Global Leadership Summit, Andy Stanley said something that has helped me quite a bit.  Don’t try to live your life in balance, live your life in rhythm.  I get rhythm.  I’ve spent my life studying rhythms and groves.  I have often told our music teams, “It’s all about the groove”.  If you have the rhythm, if the groove is there, everything else falls into place.  The opposite is also true.  When the rhythm isn’t ‘happening’, everything falls apart.

It seems to me that everything in the universe operates in a rhythm: seasons, tides, sunrise and sunset.  Life itself comes from the cycles of a woman’s body.  Sabbath is about rhythm: six on and one off.  When you read the Gospels you see Jesus living his life in rhythm: serving, preaching, healing, and then solitude and prayer.  This world is about rhythm.

So after years of attempting balance, I’m trying to get rhythm in my life.  I’m still trying to figure out exactly what it means, but I know that for me it has something to do with solitude, fasting, exercise, study, and fun.  What I am finding is that trying to be perfectly balanced brings guilt and bondage while living in rhythm brings freedom and joy.

So…. will you join me?   ….five, six, seven, eight…

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the question of 2010

Recently I was in a workshop in which the facilitator asked us to reflect on the question, “what has been your emerging question of 2010”.  It didn’t take a whole lot of reflection because it has been on my mind for quite some time now.  In a few weeks I will be in the second half of my 50’s.  I have been doing “ministry” my entire life.  I grew up in the home of a prominent para-church leader.  I have served as a volunteer in both para-church and the local church.  I have been on elder boards and executive boards.  I spent a few years working in the “Christian Music” industry.  I have been 21 years on the “mission field”.  I have been on staff in para-church ministries and spent the last 15 years as a Pastor.  I have experienced success and have made some huge mistakes.

So here’s the question.

“What is my responsibility in passing on the things that I have learned to the next generation?”

To be honest when I was a young leader I don’t know if I really wanted to hear from somebody that had been around the block a few times.  They seemed stuck in their ways and out of touch with the world that I lived in. Does the next generation really want to hear what I have to say?

Well for whatever it’s worth, I am going to attempt to put my thoughts and experiences, successes and failures, into words.  If anybody reads them and is helped by them that will be a bonus.

After all these years I think I have more questions than answers and so my writing will probably reflect that.  I would love for you to engage in the questions.  I need to lean from the next generation as well! I may be old but I’m not dead yet.  I still have a lot of years to work through God’s call in my life.

Many years ago I worked as an all night DJ at a very small, very conservative AM Christian radio station. I was always tempted to play “Resurrection Band” (hey it was the 80’s) just to see if anybody was actually listening.  I feel a little bit like that here.  I don’t know if anybody is out there, but I will spin the record nevertheless….

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